Because u are one of the 'bestest' people i know, i want to share these thoughts of mine with you. You are awesome! That's the first thing i realized! You are incredible!

The truth is, i miss writing a lot. Yes. This has been my life for the four years i spent in college.

Even writing love letters for the person i used to love. well. i still remember and look back. His letters which were sent back to me were kept. But i didnt ever tried to reread them. Afraid to reminisce all the happy moments and discover that the past do not exist anymore.

That is the sad reality. i realized.

Then, as i go on with this intricate life, i came to understand that things you wanted so badly cannot be held at once. the true joy is when you work for it a LOT, pass all the hindrances, and eat all of them alive! sweep it off the floor!

Whew! i feel like i was really off when i was left sometime in my life, well, people come and go they say. so bad, i proved by myself it really is. they will leave you at the time you feel like you cannot breathe without them. it happened to me. Months more ago. estimation. probably. approximately. whatever. loser.me.

it just happened but here i am, happy, because it happened. happy. sarcasm.

then i went up to be more mature because of many things. i started to work and earn money. i can taste the fruit of my sweat and my headaches. i learn to love naughty children and some not so demanding parents. my perspective towards life reached a greater span. undeniably incredible! i, who is very impatient learned it. yeah, great realization. astonishing. standing ovation. i made it.

 i prayed for a lot of things for my family and to my friends and to the students i touch the lives. i realized, that is the best thing to get closer to God with them. my life. my career. my family. i am out of the box. so much astounding events come in my life. lucky me. blessed. heard.

i appreciate life even better.

this is..great!

honestly, i havent moved on totally from the happenings who broke me. i feel lonely at sometime but i know the reason is simply im alive! im breathing! i am hurting! well. an illness has a medicine.

Facebook has a feature called notes.This is my latest consciousness as i type this note. Funny to discover this TOO late, but u know what, what I greatly bared? You are a true friend. You read this nonsense note of mine. Nonsense but means a lot to me.

Thank u.  ♥